994: MS&R - 14

If the story in post 991 sounded hard to reconcile with my position then let me add these two others. First let me tell you this story. For some period person3 had a small apartment in Baghdad and in which he also was doing private medical practice and accepting patients. One day I was told to go with person4 to repair a banner or sign for that which was in the street just under that apartment (which was in the second floor). While we were there suddenly a vehicle of military police or some other government group with their uniform and machineguns stopped and asked us for identifications. Person4 was able to show his but I could not because it was up there in the apartment (Although I have very high probability that I wanted to carry it with me but was told that I do not need that). So they wanted to take me with them and I was going along with that but person4 kept not just arguing but also somewhat raising his voice against them which is something far from being expected for anyone to do against government forces there. With voices being that high person2 looked from the balcony then came down with my identification card. 

The second thing I want to mention here is that I, just like  person2, 4, 5, 6  came to this country in 1992 from our refugee camp in Saudi Arabia because of an opportunity that came to person3 to come here and he included the rest.

While facts like these by themselves point to the opposing direction, they can also show how deeply I had to dig to reach the level of that conspiracy at the root. You think that I kept arguing for being very far from deserving that that thing they said about me be really counted on me because I lacked the will to stand and admit facts about a past that was that far from harming others? And the burden of taking into consideration facts like these for the opposite side is a joke in comparison with the difficulty of seeing through that thing I keep mentioning about the capability they have to internally take facts about their actions as if they are not there. They do that so will that one would feel he is like buying a seat for himself in hell because of how making the negative suspicion sounds unnatural and superimposed.