1064

 I prefer to take the risk of being less of a sugar coater than the risk of adding to the number of people who while being in the midst of a big bad pretend act like every thing is okay, so let me say it frankly: The story of that apple variety screams very unpleasant and hard to believe deep and horrible discrimination.   

1063: MS&R - 49

 Related to the preceding post of this series let me put it this way: Anyone thinks in xemself that xe can naturally sense deep enough in people to the kind of deception that was applied on me is almost certainly not getting what I am talking about. Actually, ironically, the more one is good in that with most other people, the more the resulted confidence would put xem in even weaker position with such exceptions. It may appear that if there is no external consequence then having one build and live in xir own world of counter reality should be something anyone can do. But that is not the case when doing that involves leaving no traces for reality to the level I am trying to convey here. Even just internal reality is like gravity to the normal person. No matter from how high one could be in the air, gravity would bring xem down. But when there is psychosis at the root, which is what I explain with such exceptions, then there would be a flying ability involved not just jumping. And while the requirement to repeat or continuously apply (especially like that which my story implies) such misrepresentations may weaken the normal person, doers with psychosis at their roots get strengthened more by that. That is because, like riding a time machine, already occurred truth and facts to them are like anything out there in that they can be replaced with the application of sufficient power toward the change. Therefore by as much as they do that misrepresentation as much as they would be in better position through the increased canceling of that reality.  

1062: Here Versus There

The speaking about corruption, which I often do here, can be  very misleading in places like where I came from if taken according to the environment there not here. One of the biggest tests for morality is to have and maintain a democratic system. But that itself also may not be without price. I am not referring here to just that corruption has much more opportunity to exist in such systems than in dictatorships where everything is forced to go the way the government want, but also to a very special psychological factor. Group ego may gradually get very much developed to replace individual ego as a compromised solution between desires of the self and the morality required to maintain a democratic system. This is like a totally different world to persons who are accustomed to undemocratic environments. Freud has a book or collection of articles titled "Groups and The Psychology of The Ego" and I cannot believe now how then I used to look at that title and wonder what could be the connection. So in places like where I came from the separation in actions and persons between the good and the bad is much more distinct and there are much less ego unity games like here. Carrying the group ego on the individual ego like this and the new paths of satisfaction resulting from the expanded horizon and also the more distant and therefore weaker path for that satisfaction are all factors explaining the incomparable level of group talk sensitivity between here and there. But probably the worst consequence of this group ego situation is the joke justice systems here because of how they are built top down rather than bottom up and trample the individual for the sake of the group, rather than make xem the root. Killers get sentenced to just 20 and 25 or even less. Doers of this may take that as being good to others while not realizing that they are much more probably serving themselves through the shared ego group. Yesterday I watched a video about someone criticizing  what seemed to be celebration for the execution of Ted Bundy and says things like taking human life is big thing. What about the numerous lives he took? Only here one can here nonsensical talk like this, and the only explanation to it is that group ego thing. Then watched news telling that appeal to the Supreme Court to stay the execution of even such a serial killer was rejected by a margin of only one vote.     

         

1061

 305: The Danger of Living With No Masks

 Since masks became not required in stores every time I go shopping I have to step over bodies of dead people? See what was done here?! (LOL).  

Although after very long procrastination, I also want to point out by the way that the people whom I before switching position criticized for things like making covid19 parties could have recognized the reality about what was going on before me.

1060

 Just in case something I am doing appears suggesting otherwise, I am emphasizing again that nothing has changed in my position HERE.

1059 What is going on with the name of that apple variety?

 Why is it that often called "Stayman-Winesap"? Why should "Winesap" be part of the name? How many other apple cultivars have what they came from attached to their name? Knowing that because of its being more the result of intentional development than chance discovery should not take away how much it deserves to be considered a type on its own at the same standard applied to others. And how about the name confusion this can lead to? How many there may call this just "Winesap"? Yesterday I found about what seems to be a cultivar of apple that is the result of crossing the two types above. Imagine the name confusion there? (Crossing such cultivar while we do not even see it in the stores? Never mind, it is a place where fruit is evaluated based on its crunchiness). 

The negative reaction this man got because of the achievement he made is real head scratcher.       

1058: MS&R - 48

 Although it may look considered, I think that my claim for the kind of character deception I lived surrounded with may not be even received by the majority of people, because of how much it is out of the normal perception domain as possible. We depend very intensely on the internal view of a person to itself with regard to the morality of its own actions, and doing that here makes the mind keep kicking away like a knee reflex the thoughts countering the presented character, and refuses that someone can lie to xemself with such depth.   

1057: Grocery Stores Fake Apples

Related to post 1054, I went there because it is the only store that sells serious ravioli (Pasta Prima). I wish I can say the same for apples, in the land of apples, for the real apples, the Stayman brand, and get saved from all the fake apples in the grocery stores. 

I of course knew about that brand because a grocery store brought it. But then apparently this corruption guy made them no longer carry it. Then I travelled to various stores of the same market chain around the town looking for it (Although that was also because I wanted this guy to task himself for his corruption with more than just to cut it out of just the store near me. The thought that he could have contacted those stores to remove this item during that travelling of mine was the first thing that made me seriously consider that he could have a tracking device in my car). I do not think it has been available anywhere here since years ago. 

Again, I see the other apple brands in the grocery markets as tasteless or very far behind in comparison with this one, and I cannot bring myself to believe that others here honestly differ in their tastes like that from this. Every time I go to a grocery store and look at the apples section I wonder about what kind of denial could be here that something I honestly see that much better is not even included with the rest, let alone replacing the rest? 

Just had one Granny Smith apple with torturing tartness that brought on this ranting. 

Even through just describing the taste, how many other apple brands were described as having spiciness in their tastes? 

1056: MS&R - 47

It was not as if they cut me from the world like a prisoner who just cannot reach the outside seen from behind the bars, but more like a person who does not even know that there is a world beyond the all-walls surrounding environment in order to have hope for reaching it.  

1055: MS&R - 46

 I wonder how many do sufficiently consider how much the existence cancelation that was done to me can present  something like what was said about me as a question of knowing or not knowing the wrong or appreciating how much it is wrong rather than a question of interest, and I could have made this point even had this thing been not even close to loose behaviour and not engaging other persons as it was. Yes, I would have not been able to make this point had what they said been about bad things done to others, because in that case all the knowledge I need is the fact that I should not do to others what I do not accept being done to me. 

1054

 Hey, corruption crap, was requiring me to enter my own credit card data when I went to get a Costco card something required from every customer or just something you wanted imposed on me and they did that for you? You are not even tasking yourself to think at the moment for these things. You watched the search I did on my computer the earlier day for something I want to buy from there. And of course that is in addition to the preparation the tracking device I think you have in my car gives you.  

1053: Another Reminder About Other Defrauded People

Although I have included with dealing for the first case I filed to the Supreme Court, dealing with the case related to the story of the stock which one day I bought more than two millions of its shares from this corruption guy and then the price made huge jumps and then went down during THIS and THIS and THIS  and THIS suspicious sec filings (read the "Explanation of Responses"), this corruption guy still need to compensate whatever defrauding occurred to others of whom probably many, unlike me, lost money they put from outside into the stock. 

1052: MS&R - 45

An insufficiently accurate translation for that Arabic saying could have confused the point in the preceding post. It would have been better as "The knowledge at the littleness (of age) is like the engraving in the stone".