1030: The Radio Stations

I have wanted for years to point out this about the radio stations playing songs here: Those are not radio stations; those are mixed tapes on auto reverse. 

1029: MS&R - 32

 As mentioned before, the story of how close I came to dying as infant because of treatable sickness until that sudden life or death now or never emergency trip to a hospital of those far away and receiving treatment at the magnitude of getting twenty seven needle injection had already demonstrated how thin and questionable my existence was to them. It also fits very well the conspiracy and every thing else that followed in that they substituted physical death with the next best thing, depthless existence. And while the same would have suggested itself had I heard that infancy sickness story from another source, the fact that they themselves told me that and kept repeating it the way they did adds showing them remaining under that same mind set. Related to the latter I also noticed recently how I missed a big thing when I argued in POST 999 and the post to which it relates the conclusion that follows from that story. First of all from the outlook of things one may wonder what made that story deserve retelling and alluding to that much to me, given that repeating carrying an infant and running barefoot to a hospital ten times still sounds much easier than going once through a thing like giving birth, at least at time and/or place not having that easing pain drug like here and now. And I can add support here from being there in that there is no comparison in the telling and reminding between the two with regard to difficulty or suffering in my birth or those before mine. Then there is also support for this from within the telling or reminding of that story. That is because even though they themselves were telling it, the amount of effort done to save my life not only sometimes but most of the time occupied the secondary place in the focus while having an easy choice to let me die was the main focus. Mothers may remind their sons and daughters about the sacrifices those mothers did for them but not about having the power or an easy path to let them die. When done by other mothers, if at all, the closest reminding of that kind is usually incomparably less and, even more importantly, limited to being about before not after the birth of the child.

1028: Game Shows

  How could it be that I have never seen anybody making a game show based on the simple mental and observation power related idea below but there are so many of the question and answer type? You show the contestant(s) a short seen or a picture for seconds then remove it and ask them about some minor or background detail in it

1027: MS&R - 31

 Knowing that they themselves had sought to have the hiding and conspiracy that put them in that position of power over me, and combining that with their saying that thing about me makes one wonder about how could whatever survived of me that is real did survive, like wondering about any remaining of still edible chunk of meat left in the midst of a jungle with the most vicious and hungry devouring beasts.   

1026

 304: Stocks-CYTH

 I noticed yesterday that in the earlier post of the same title I referred to only the lowest of two prices in that fund raising. That is not because I saw the difference between them corrects what I was talking about. I just referred to what remained in my memory. 

1025

303: Regions Bank

  I do not use check cards but since this guy sometimes stops my credit cards, I went to this bank today to request a new check card (although he probably would also be able to stop a check card for the same reason as well). While I did that from my car and gave the teller my id card I also saw her keep laughing and try to do some other no customer related work while I and later also one next customer in his car were waiting. That seems to be done to steel some time for preparing some fun work on me for this corruption guy. Because then I started getting questions like if I have a dual citizenship and if I rent or own my home. I started questioning what is going on so this teller brought another teller who also tried to keep a straight face and wanted to continue that kind of  questions but I asked her for my id card back and drove away. This is the same bank with which I had the story I posted years ago about having no service when I call it but instead a recorded "good bye" and disconnection interrupt before I can do anything and how this fun on me for the corruption guy situation continued for a week until I went to the branch to show them that but when I called from there I got the normal business response which then continued to be the situation even when I call from home. This is also the same bank for which I had to several times endure inability to have the access I need for my account because my id and/or password gets refused despite being the correct ones. Although both of those happened while I had my internet service and landline phone provided by Charter. I also had cell phone service from Virgin Mobile but I used it only that one time when I was in the branch and got the normal thing and then when I came back home I started getting the latter also through my landline.

1024: MS&R - 30

 They unbelievably hammered that I do not really count, miles and miles deep into my core while I was in that natural position of trust toward them and in the darkness in which they kept me about the reason.

1023

 302: Stocks- CYTH

 As if the earlier appearance of conflict of interest surrounding that corruption guy's puppet ceo is not enough, does the sequence of events make things here even remotely look like that the 1 to 100 reverse split done in December of 2020 really sought higher prices for the stock? The stock never saw a price of $0.0136 a share before this split, and this $4.2 million offering at market price equivalent to that could have been very easily made at a price that is several multiple of this before this reverse split.  

1022: Another Affirmation

I affirm again still being on the position I chose for myself HERE. And let me spoil this so that no time gets wasted thinking about it: I am not waiting for the decision to be made for me from the outside so that I keep looking as wanting to continue with the task.