967: MS&R +3

That extreme concentration of sewage material into which I was born and lived treated me as if I and everything around me were not seriously existing, then when I followed along and put myself where they were assigning me to be they chose to double their betrayal. They couldn't resist the temptation of counting it on me to the outside that I blundered into a thing like that which they recently said about me. And that is despite how that thing, being that much neither public nor engaging another person nor substantially encroaching on some right nor for a reward worthy to the average person, can be seen as behaving loosely because of being confused about what count as existing of the self and the world, rather than being pulled by the strength of some temptation. 

966: MS&R +2

 Preceding Member is POST 965

I hope that adding to my response or analysis regarding what was said recently about me would not add to what seems to be an already huge overestimation for how much I feel affected by that thing. I also  hope that me being on and off in doing that should be seen as much more the result of trying to divide my time between doing this and other things I want to do, and much less as a result of changing my root position because of a new effect from the  environment around me, regardless of how long I stay on the off status. Actually my work regarding telling my story in general has been that much on the off status yet I never changed my root position regarding doing that.

Also, I made an exception regarding what was recently said about me because its embarrassing nature could prevent communicating it to me. Otherwise, I really try to avoid continuing with the scenario of me facing the other side with my argument while that side take a God's like position dealing with me from the outside and I have to guess what it said about me. I lived my life with them in that position then dealt with the corruption guy under the same condition. Anyone can use the comment section to tell me or posting a link to where I can read what is being said about me to answer it.

This sears starts from POST 953 and also include POST 957 , POST 958 and POST 960. The "MS&R" tag enables faster intro-less entry to a subject to which I may come back more than I do for other subjects.   

965: MS&R +1

 So apparently after all the conspiracy which I did not choose but was contained in it like an object while the conspirators create my world for me, from my childhood, the conspirators themselves brought a thing that is as bad as what they recently said about me. Why? Was it like had somebody back then, on the ground of such potentiality because of its connection to how the conspiracy was calling for disregarding my existence, questioned the control they took on me, their answer would have been "we do not know that is up to him"? 

The "MS&R" in the title stands for "My Story & Related". 

964: Praying To Be Sued?

 How relaxed those big corporations about the possibility of being prosecuted? Saw a buy button for a movie on YouTube  clicked it and paid expecting normal understanding for the word "buy" but it turned out, as it seems, that you would neither receive the movie on a CD nor can download it. There was no special mark on the word "buy" to bring attention to this special application. Actually it is hard to find even with internet search Google itself explains what buying a movie means or the difference between buying and renting according to how it applies those words and that is why I said "as it seems" above.

Then I went to PayPal to dispute and after submitting my email and password I got a screen that gave me no way to access my account unless I give a mobile phone number. What if the person does not have a phone, at least temporarily?

To be fair, I just checked Amazon and at least at the window that offers renting or buying the movie I did not see essential difference from google. Both explain what renting is but abstain from doing the same for the buying option like it is blaspheme.    

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 I really do not feel the energy to argue even about things like this. Most recently I wrote a post at this same number about this corruption guy @#$%#$% then deleted it. The post was connected to my shopping on Amazon. After that post I found that Amazon put an arrival date of about a week long to every thing I see on its websites. What is even stranger is that today, five days from that shopping date, in addition to finding almost everything arrives within the delivery time usually expected by a prime member, I still could have ordered the same thing I order then and with the same delivery date I got then. Anyway, I tried to ignore that and continue to my shopping but then no matter how many times I tried I still continued to receive THIS and even though in every time the item I was trying to buy (coconut flour) was listed as "in stock".

This corruption guy makes psychotic connection to people. They are to him like objects to manipulate. It seems that he often try to satisfy external demands to make things more convenient for me by blocking the less convenient options I have. He deals with me like water, you block its flowing from one path it has to go through the other. Last year he tried at the beginning of that mask in grocery stores joke, apparently because of similar pressure, to make me shop from inside those stores by messing picking up orders from the outside for me. Anyway, although I of course appreciate the caring thought, the end result of unnecessarily requiring this idiot to improve things for me is for me to be in a difficult situation even though the original inconvenience did not matter to me, and may end up spending my time writing things like this. I think that I have already shown how much I do not shy from making demands for myself if needed.      

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