1021: MS&R - 29

 Actually, one would easily feel much of the perplexity talked about in POST 1017  even without knowing about the existence of the conspiracy they had already done against me. But with that taken into account then even for just a fraction of the pressure and disregard that was applied on me the question would also become about in what parallel universe one can make such a secret special arrangement to keep the targeted person in the dark then, rather than being extra careful, follow it with actions of that kind and that can be okay and not an action of criminal intent evilness?        

1020: Verizon

 Despite all my earlier complaining about this issue, I have been postponing to say about Verizon since a little later after I switched to it years ago that my access to the internet and also what I do there feel far from being submittable to the control of this corruption guy as it was before. It also was very noticeable since days after I switched there how it seem that to track my actions over the internet the guy was left with only the option of a virus working from my computer. 

1019: MS&R - 28

 I am very willing to take views taking the other side of the issue I presented in Post 1005 , and with those I include by as much as they are directed toward me or that issue the positions trying to balance things out by communicating degrading things about oneself or the insinuation that every person have such a thing. My position is based purely on what was done to me by those who said that thing about me, and I think that really seeing that and giving it sufficient consideration would make one very far from feeling the need to do such balancing effort for my side. I just wanted to point out this so I no longer need to avoid such presentations. There is ample space to get away from the heat of that kitchen if I want to.  

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This corruption shit made the shit electric company again cut the electricity off me and this time once or more during my sleeping time (I was aware of one fast off-on), in order to turn off some device I had on, and then later I woke up to find the blower of the furnace not working which never happened before. 

Although, a while ago I remembered and connected to its not running today how more than once within the recent period I wondered if the heat is on because of how hard for me to hear or feel the blower.

1017: MS&R - 27

 As bad as it already was for me, they did not just cancel my existence through that conspiracy and stop at how that satisfies the outside equality they had in mind. Instead, like a group digging together as deep as they can a pit where a mountain stood before, the resulted new world was for them to reverse the status fitting the original existence I had in the cancelled one. Were my early life with them recorded on video tapes, the person watching enough of it would scratch his head in perplexity and confusion with regard to how despite all the intentionally direct pushing down and disregard he sees done to me on these videos that they can present themselves to the world now as if there is at least some reality leftover backing them in their position here. 

1016: MS&R - 26

 Post 1010 would have also been applicable had whatever info or knowledge they got about what they said about me been available publicly but, for example, by chance only them happened to be there to receive it. So here one should not miss how the privacy and confidentiality violation factor stands on its own and gives scary indication for what they did in the past with such willingness for betrayal. 

1015: Blocking My Access

 I just tried to access my account here and the phone confirmation step google brought me showed the confirmation window of another account I had with it but lost my access because I lost the associated phone number. Then I tried again and the confirmation window associated with this account came on. With how different are the email addresses and passwords, there is no way I could have confused those two accounts. In addition, the first window used the old code entering method while the second window used the new tap yes on the phone method. I feel no doubt that this was pulled by the corruption guy. 

By the way, the address at the top of the blog (www.uemcs.com) should not be forgotten as a backup access point. Although currently there is no website for it.  

1014

The preceding post was based on general ground and did not even include that the man himself asked to be cremated and his ashes to be scattered secretly. Saying something like that would make the listener question even how okay the person would have been with being the only available option for organ donation after death to save the life of another person from imminent death, let alone an unnecessary reason like the one here. The explanation ascribed to him for that as being to discourage pagans and idolaters suggests to me that he anticipated being treated like an object even after death and said that to counter it. But in any case, even with taking the purpose of choosing those identifiers as to prevent worshipping, that does not seem strong enough to make one see it as limiting in the same way the purpose behind that request. That is from the onset, while looking deeper into the use of the description "pagan", which is highly improbable to be the result of paraphrasing, adds more support to that he wanted to prevent being dehumanized and treated like object. For the man was not a follower of any traditional religion. So why would he single out the pagan description unless the point is or at least also includes the material and physical object association that is more common there?